Here I sit.. Typing
wishing that for just once in my life,
I could measure up to her.
I might be conceited... But
I think I'm prettier than her.
Obviously not to you.
You KNOW I like you... You
don't see me that way.
Do you think im kidding?
I try my HARDEST... But
I can't compare to her.
Do you love her?
She dosn't have you any more... Niether
do I.
Your going to college
Sure you talk to me... We
even hold hands.
We touch.
I flirt... I
love you.
But in actuality you belong to her.
Pale white skin,
Freshly sliced.
sad blue eyes,
rimmed red.
His hair a curtain,
Hiding his pain.
Sits in the back,
drowning & lost.
Here's my hand,
take it... Let me save you.
God help me save him.
Some times, when I'm alone at night,
too tired to sleep,
I think of you
of us
think of what could be,
should be,
Maybe.
You holding me,
me in your arms.
Small intimate moments
shared in our eyes meeting.
Your eyes like grass
fresh,
Amazing
I crave your closeness...
Closer
Intertwining
Becoming one.
Not just you,
Not just me.
Magically blending.
From our differences,
Into the sound of heaven...
& then it's gone & I'm alone again
Sometimes, I wish you would notice me...
I thought you saw me
today.
For the first time,
Our eyes met .
I couldn't help myself.
In those brief seconds,
I alowed my self tho hope & wish:
To dream.
I made the dicision to wink...
bad choice.
then you walked past me,
into Her arms.
In those brief seconds,
I realized one thing.
That to you I will always be
Invisible
Here I sit.. Typing
wishing that for just once in my life,
I could measure up to her.
I might be conceited... But
I think I'm prettier than her.
Obviously not to you.
You KNOW I like you... You
don't see me that way.
Do you think im kidding?
I try my HARDEST... But
I can't compare to her.
Do you love her?
She dosn't have you any more... Niether
do I.
Your going to college
Sure you talk to me... We
even hold hands.
We touch.
I flirt... I
love you.
But in actuality you belong to her.
Pale white skin,
Freshly sliced.
sad blue eyes,
rimmed red.
His hair a curtain,
Hiding his pain.
Sits in the back,
drowning & lost.
Here's my hand,
take it... Let me save you.
God help me save him.
Some times, when I'm alone at night,
too tired to sleep,
I think of you
of us
think of what could be,
should be,
Maybe.
You holding me,
me in your arms.
Small intimate moments
shared in our eyes meeting.
Your eyes like grass
fresh,
Amazing
I crave your closeness...
Closer
Intertwining
Becoming one.
Not just you,
Not just me.
Magically blending.
From our differences,
Into the sound of heaven...
& then it's gone & I'm alone again
Sometimes, I wish you would notice me...
I thought you saw me
today.
For the first time,
Our eyes met .
I couldn't help myself.
In those brief seconds,
I alowed my self tho hope & wish:
To dream.
I made the dicision to wink...
bad choice.
then you walked past me,
into Her arms.
In those brief seconds,
I realized one thing.
That to you I will always be
Invisible
Devin is a maniac by TheFourPiggysOfLove, literature
Literature
Devin is a maniac
Let me sleep
You pull my hair
All I want to do is sleep
You're hurting my ribs
Why won't you let me sleep
You try to drag me out
Just let me sleep!!
"I don't want to go to church with you, Devin!!!"
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Ha ha, got bored. Devin you maniac, I still say you broke into my house just to take me to church!!!
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